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leaving for the future
02:53
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pinkish-orange and blue snow glowing
from frosted, neon letters above me
this goddamn city seems too slow-going
at the start of january
disbelieving all the memories of those longer days
caught beside what is so contrary
at first the american apparel beanie
when i see her skipping, and wonder:
are you leaving for the future?
fuck everyone that you’ve known
to hell with everything that you own
you’ll just keep your thinnest book and clothes—
cause you’re leaving for the future!
you’re leaving from the nearest old
amtrak station, ticket in bare hands
plan on falling in love with as many strangers as you can
we’ve been quite tolerant of the twenty-first century
but not for very much longer so…
(nearing this amtrak station, ticket in bare hands
plan on falling in love with as many strangers as we can
we’ve been quite tolerant of the twenty-first century
but not for very much longer)
you’re leaving for the future!
guess i'll be there in a few, sure
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sorry—i’m not so good at introductions
have too many tabs open in safari
been working on my RBF
(i haven’t had enough sleep for that yet)
slouching more than i should
does posture really carry so much weight?
i don’t think it is out of line to keep just a carload’s-worth
in case i ever need to escape from here too
starting from the beginning
and this doesn’t even look like my handwriting
not so recently, all the days ran unleashed
i kept thinking they would leave me behind again
used to spill notes into the air
must have been young to think they would fix all the
fitful guts, or death by hate so violent
when these sounds and voices are only vibrations to us
so i’m looking for a new muse
could cultivate some motivation
love turned out to be of use
in that regard for a while, i suppose
i have several problems but choosing one is by far the hardest
and if i could i’d let somebody else borrow the list
have them get that shit started
cause i, i’ve got several problems but choosing one is by far the hardest
and if i could i’d let anyone else borrow the list, i just don’t have the heart yet
but that’s not how it works
no that’s not how it works right now
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balloon launch organizer
04:08
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has it really been years since i awoke beside someone happy?
and still, love is always on the tip of this tongue of mine
(there is a dance to find here and i will seek it soon)
has it really been years since i awoke beside someone happy?
and still, love is always on the tip of this heart of mine
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