sorry—i’m not so good at introductions
have too many tabs open in safari
been working on my RBF
(i haven’t had enough sleep for that yet)

slouching more than i should
does posture really carry so much weight?
i don’t think it is out of line to keep just a carload’s-worth
in case i ever need to escape from here too

starting from the beginning
and this doesn’t even look like my handwriting
not so recently, all the days ran unleashed
i kept thinking they would leave me behind again

used to spill notes into the air
must have been young to think they would fix all the
fitful guts, or death by hate so violent
when these sounds and voices are only vibrations to us

so i’m looking for a new muse
could cultivate some motivation
love turned out to be of use
in that regard for a while, i suppose

i have several problems but choosing one is by far the hardest
and if i could i’d let somebody else borrow the list
have them get that shit started

cause i, i’ve got several problems but choosing one is by far the hardest
and if i could i’d let anyone else borrow the list, i just don’t have the heart yet

but that’s not how it works
no that’s not how it works right now